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6/21/2008 你好太久没来了。 文字是从一个和平的心境所交织成的。 这阵子心跳不太平均,没得心脏病已需谢天谢地了。 上了大学一年级没感觉到有何不同, 只觉得课堂里的冷气总是显示出它过人的强度。 为自己买了件寒衣来抗战。 在公车上看到了穿着学生服的小孩。 莫名其妙的大脑老爱把我带回那些被它名为童年的时光。 那个时候身边的同学每个都可以是医生律师博士, 所谓的梦想简直是毫无重量的。 人越长越大好像都会逐渐说服自己, 慢慢的培养了喜欢月亮不欢迎太阳的习惯, 渐渐习惯了打键盘的触感而忘记了握笔的姿势, 慢慢的年龄从十位数里的单数变成了双数, 百思不解, 好一堆无解的变化。 ‘撑’这个字最早出现时应当是人要撑起双脚来步行。 接下来天空开始下雨了,我要懂得为自己撑伞。 将来也许天会塌下来,我要把它撑起来。 傲气我没有,傲骨却从头到脚都是。 星星之火,可以燎原, 我是火首,谁敢当前。 生活很复杂、人很奸诈、喜怒哀乐会混杂, 至少这一刻,心情不必起起落落、反反复复, 想写就写。
3/27/2008 _日套句老套的话: 永远不变的就是改变。 这句是一句说烂了的话,但它又是真的。 看看窗外依然吸引我的世界, 许了愿望,一个已经实现了的愿望, 希望它继续实现。 用了点时间发呆, 我知道老天爷不会为此与我计较的, 因为今天我生日。
Once again I notice that today is the anniversary of my birth certificate expired. Without realizing, time pasts like lightning and it won’t flow back. Maybe there is voices keep on telling me that I’m getting older now. Let me explain. You cannot say that you are getting old unless you find that the candles cost more than the cake ! Of course it’s a joke but make sure you always feel young and stay young forever. There’s one more thing that I’d like to share. I found that I was God ! Why do I say so??? Well, I was making wishes and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself.........................
3/21/2008 时光不留人不知为何最近总感叹时间过得太快。 吱吱咋咋随随便便就快要进大学了。 很怀念过往高中时大家一起追看偶像剧的日子。 当年大家约好要一起等着那部恶作剧之吻的续集, 如今恶作剧2吻都快播完了,看来看去还是没有当年过瘾。 刚刚知道微笑pasta要拍续集了,当年大家一起笑翻的日子会回来吗? 当年我是班上偶像剧的供应商之一,如今却一个人枯燥无味地下载。 过去了的时光永远不会倒流。。。。。。。。。。 可以选择笑的时候我会放声大笑。 毕竟笑看人生让我长到如今这样大了。 曾经希望找到仙丹灵药让我不停地笑下去,可是。。。。。。 原来笑太久肚子会痛。
2/24/2008 最近农历新年过去了。 最近,对于很多事情都提不起劲。 不知道怎么搞得,重感冒了快一星期还没好! 鼻涕塞满了鼻腔,头重身轻的。。。。。。。 下个礼拜要考试了,我对课业一点都没搞懂。 排山倒海的功课拼命追着我来。 好好加油吧!好好干它一局!之后再好好发你的呆! 天天打开报纸似乎都是千篇一律的新闻。 哪个政治人物受排挤?谁谁谁又被逼下车等等等! 唉!希望大选的一切尽快结束,毕竟我关注的是有价值的社会新闻。 还有一件更荒谬的事竟然当了一个月的头版新闻。 那所谓的欲照风暴整整霸占了一个月的时间。 无数人都痛骂照片中的人物作了不好的示范,担心社会风气因此败坏等等。 大家想过吗? 那些照片是陈冠希或那些欲女亲自给你看的吗? 如果你的答案是不是,你有权看吗?你应该看吗? 陈与欲女拍照,有人偷取照片并po上网,大家把照片大力流传,这里是三件不同的事。 陈的行为对与错在于人们怎么看,毕竟他在法律上站得住脚。 其余的人不管是出于好奇心或想揭开艺人的败坏行为,其做法都触犯了法律。 此举让我想到了另外一件与我们息息相关的事。 我听过人们把某某音乐专辑批评得一文不值,经询问后才知道那专辑是下载被听后有了如此评语。 此做法应该吗? 下载音乐已经成为我们必定会做的事。我自己也不例外。 当我们正享有这免费的福利(兼危害他人福利)时,我们还有权力去批评吗? 如果你真金白银去购买了某张专辑后觉得不堪入耳然后把CD折一半或用把火把它给烧了,那你绝对有此权力。 搞懂了吗? 人是人,不是神也! 活在世上就要遵守这世界的规则。 人嘛!少问喜欢不喜欢,多问应该不应该。
12/30/2007 阿牛年杪了。甚至年将终了! 二零零七,好一个让我感受万分的一年。 解决了困扰我将近半年的事,心是踏踏实实地跳动着。 搬动着行李,我不晓得自己搬了多久甚至多少轮次。 如果说搬一轮有十元,我想我足以赚到好几百块了! 手曾经酸得发抖,我告诉自己我得撑下去,我办到了。 谢谢那些试着对我伸出援手的人,以我的性格,我一定会拒绝。 记得小时候,补习课完毕后我都习惯看着别人由父母接回家,而我,就靠着我那好像名为BMW的脚踏车飞驰回家。 每当我跟父母提起这一点,他们偶尔忙碌会应我说因为我与众不同。 就这样我终算靠着误打误撞长到今天这么大。 那天从山打根飞往吉隆坡,我遇到了老同学,别人到步后有兄姐接机,我听了当然是感受多多。我问了自己一句:“我哥呢?” 从小到大我就是一头牛,不肯听,不肯表达,不让人帮。 很多人根本不知道我在想什么。这也对,因为无论我面对什么事情,我都只用一种表情去面对。 当然我彷徨过也谎过,这种明明害怕却要装镇定的经验数也数不清。 印象最深刻的应该是去年的事。 从拿到驾照到会考前那段时间,我换了三部车,有两辆是被撞坏的。 小时候脚踏车飞驰习惯了,驾汽车当然分外过瘾。 也因为我无论什事都那副样子,就连教驾车的那位‘小姐’也对我妈说我胆识过人。我妈听后更是放手让我去‘闯荡陆湖’。 记得那天好像是考完试还是提早放学的,我本来走路就比别人来的特别,很快的到了车上,启动了车子离开了。 到了一个红色交通灯,我停了大概五秒后,‘砰’。完了,这部从车厂开回我家不到一个月的新车在我手中毁了。 我当时下车马上摆了一个很臭的脸,指着我的车尾,其实那时心有没有在跳我根本不知道,只想装凶,没想到对方那至少比我年长十年‘姑娘’比我还谎! 那是我人生第二次交通意外,印象深刻是因为那次真的很。。。。。。。 几乎我认识的人,同学,伯父伯母都在那时路过,(放学嘛!)糗大了! 那部车还有之前被我撞坏的三格式休旅车如今还在我家。至于还没有被我撞坏的那部目前在吉隆坡被某人虐待得很惨。 我从小到大其实给家人惹了不少麻烦,这次我真的感受到了什么是疼爱。 记得上几个月我跟我妈说我面对人际问题,我想搬家,一个人的房间的租金是现在的两倍时,我妈竟然对我说:“既然那是你想做的,那就去吧!!” 也许我妈了解我是一头牛,知道我想要的一定要得到。她太了解我了。 我知道我妈一直希望我能接她的步伐踏进会计界,可是只要我想到小时候看过的那些厚厚文件,看过我妈为了帐务烦恼,帐务霸占了我妈,我恨透会计了。 今年即将过去,新一年到来了,我也换了新的环境。 我知道这头牛依然会往前冲,还有很多很多的红布等着她。这头牛逐渐看见了外头的生活是怎么一回事。牛又回到当初来到这儿的起跑点了,一个人,没有朋友,一个人吃饭,一个人看书,她习惯了! 我知道今年甚至最近,我认识的朋友发生了不幸的事。 别人说人不可缺少的是水、空气和食物。 对我而言,重大的三个请求是快乐、健康和平安。 虽说牛现在面对问题,但牛一定会继续闯荡下去。 无论这头牛或者在看这篇牛章的人们: “我们应该‘活到最后’,而不是‘等到最后’。既然有人说我们注定了要过什么样的生活,遇到什么样的人,那就让我们去吧!命由天定,故称天命! 牛,新年快乐! 12/1/2007 天意好久没有来这儿吐吐苦水了。 花开不择贫家第,月照山河到处明。 10/17/2007 Great timeJust come back for the 2nd day but i attend myself to a mini gathering here. Knowing that one of my best friend will be leaving on 20th Oct, I make up my mind to have a gathering today so that I can meet her. Although all of us didn't meet for about 4 months, I really can find back the feeling that we joke and do our gossip when we were in our secondary school. Although i play the role as the 'driver' as i usually do in every of my friends gathering, i enjoy the feeling that i can carry my friends in my car and the way we chit-chat while i'm driving. For me, the price of the petrol is never comparable with the meaning of friendships. ( thanks for being confidence with my driving skill although i've not drive for 4 months) I have a lot of experience to send my friends home but this is the 1st time i drive my way to sibuga highway in a dark situation (It's getting dark so early-6.00pm) Honestly I'm here to tell everyone that i really get lost in the road after sending them back. ( Feeling inferior to get lost in the city that i grow up) Secondly, again honestly i tell everyone that i really seldom drive in that area since i got my driving license. Thirdly, again honestly i tell everyone that i really seldom drive at night. (If you are really my friends,you'll know i seldom get out of my house and you'll will hardly have the chance to see me attending party or gathering at night). Driving my car on the unknown road ( for me only), I just drive as long as where the road carry me to and i ask myself to be calm and steady. Don't want my family and my friends to worry about me, I didn't call for help but continued to drive. ( It's sound terrible and i don't know how the LoFeiJia at that moment face it). Luckily i make myself home after that. (the unknown road bring me the way to the Chinese Temple which i familiar with (Pu Ji Shi) and i drive back home by knowing the way back to Indah jaya). Spending the nearly 3 hour chit-chatting with them really brought a lot of fulfillment and joy for me. I made joke and laughed so loudly that i didn't experience for about 5 months. I can say that the conversation within that 3 hours is equal to ( maybe less than) the sounds that i voice out within 3 days in Malacca. (Seriously). And here's my feeling of meeting my friends today: VK- knowing you since form 1 and really get that you are a good listener as well as joker.I know that you don't like others to touch your shoulder (don't know why).Meeting you today make me to feel relief. I saw a familiar face as i step into that cafeteria. I can say you know well about me and the way to joke with me which make me feeling well to share my story and opinions with you. Although you didn't make sounds as much as Mill and Sue Kiun, I really get your message to cherish the friendship among the few of us by your attendance today. Thanks for that. Continue to share your feeling and your recent life through your blog. Think carefully about your bright future and i think that you are a good performer no matter in academic or social. All the best for you! Mildred - a close friend to me since primary school and of course the tacit understanding and agreement between us will equal to the history of our friendship. Knowing my style well and of course we can talk non-stop for hours. Really miss the time when two of us act together to disturb the others.(Especially WFY) Meeting you today make me feeling that you are still the Mill that i know. Still that willing to share and of course the noise maker for all of the topic that we share. Thanks for the sharing and support my joke although i know that some of the joke may need you to wear your sweater. Knowing that you are a person that truly care about your luxury future and i believe that you can make your dreams come true. Go ahead with your desire and don't forget to keep in touch! All the best! TPW - a close friend for these years and a friend that mature enough to be a listener and helper. Having her own principles for her life and consider a good carrier for friends. A good chit-chatter and a suitable person to make fun. Sorry for disturbing and making you dizzy during the school time you sat in front of me. Still have to apologize although you are a minor victim of my silly act (try to think who is the major victim). Although today you didn't talk a lot, i really get all your ideas for the friendship and relationship of us. Thanks for spending your sms with me oftenly and of course your useful wishes and encouragement do help me a lot. I'm sure you really have a great piece of mind about your future and just go ahead with what you think. All the best and don't forget to be eight with me through message. Sue Kiun - A close friend since i'm in form 1. Often share her feeling with me. Although she had changed a lot of hair style since i know her, she didn't change her caring for friends these years. A good chatter even not using the mouth. ( I mean no matter chat on the spot or online) Just like what VK say in her blog, she really share a lot of information with us today ( include something out of her criteria). Hahahaha. We are so curious that what brand of satellite are you using and and how you set up your frequency.( Teach me when you are free) Thanks for sharing my feeling all the days and of course thanks again for the time spending with me today. We really will have a great time by gathering and chit-chatting together. I hope we'll have the time to gather again by asking also Fei Yi and Yen Yen. Hopefully the day will come. Keep in touch with me and we may have a lot of time for fun in future. Although you seem not very sure with the way to reach your future,I'm sure you'll get that alright soon. Believe in yourself that you can make it and I'm here willing to chat with you.(Of course including being your counselor for mobile devices) All the best and take care! Likeat - A girl that love pigs and sometimes bully by me. Hahaha..Sorry for being my minor victim (you are the best friend for my major victim) Hope that you really enjoy laughing with me and cutting down the rate to release water throughout your eyes. Chat a lot today and I'm happy to know that you can drive now. Hopefully one day you can fetch me.( Don't play play with me, I'm daring to sit in your car). Of course you'll have idea about your future and you must believe in yourself. Will be 18 soon and no more underage. Thanks for chatting with me when i'm boring ( and allow me to start our chatting with 'so po' everytime) and willing to spend the afternoon with me. Go ahead with your dreams and keep in touch! Above are the friends who spent their today afternoon with me.Of course there are a lot of close friends that I didn't mention here. Hopefully I'll have chance to make fun with them and we'll share our recent life issues together. Remember to call me out for a drink and of course I'll try my best to attend myself for the gathering. I really find a lot of joy although it may be an ordinary gathering for you. I really fulfilled by the feeling of being silly with friends...................... 9/16/2007 联想沉思了很久,我决定对此事发表我的看法! 一个星期前,马六甲多媒体大学发生了一宗轻生案。 从那天起,我发现了一段全新公式: 为情所困 + 自我了断 = 自杀 听到这消息时,我心里暗想:‘王八的,哪有人这么笨的!’ 可是经过仔细想一想,她不该被骂笨,而是该被可怜。 真的很可怜那些人。那些不明白失去又或者错过到底是怎么一回事的人。 没有错过,没有失去,你会明白得到这两个字吗? 最近看了第三遍‘白色巨塔’。 看了三遍,不是因为主角很帅很美,而是剧情太绝了。 这部连续剧完完全全把人性描写到了极点。 权力、金钱、地位,这些你认为最重要的。。。。。 到了最后,你就会知道, 原本最重要的,都不重要了。。。。。 在这红尘里,你其实只是浩瀚长河中的一粒沙。。。。。 很多人忙碌了一辈子,到了阎王那儿也不清楚自己到底为了什么。 人这一辈子不该只为了某件事执著。 这一辈子不是只有学业。(当然不是鼓励大家懒散) 我指的是除了学业,人生还有很多我们该去懂该去玩的事。 如果你只为了一张文凭去求知识,那如果我把文凭给撕了,你还懂什么? 我很替我大多数的朋友感到安慰。 每次打开他们的部落格,就是去玩乐的感想与纪念照。(当然学业他们有顾) 某些人就是太执著,天天通宵达旦地工作。努力了一段时间,他终于得了癌症等疾病,这时有人会因为你过往的努力而跟你交换性命吗? 很多人会觉得我很可笑, 晚晚准时睡下去找周公,天天迫不及待起床与太阳打招呼。。。。。。。 当然我无法在这一一把我所知道的知识与大家分享。。。 我只能说,通宵达旦的后果反应较慢,它大概等你安享几年后才出现。 不相信吗?我与你作个实验,最后看看结果吧! “输了健康,赢了全世界又有何意义?”
9/5/2007 艺术最近心境来了个一百八十度改变。(也许是听了王力宏的‘改变自己’哈哈) 躯体到课堂报道,灵魂却早已闪掉! 讲师所讲解的知识都没搞懂。。。。。。。 最近迷恋上文学。。。。无法解释。。。。 无缘无故竟然买了一大堆关于思想文学的书籍。 《人生一瞬》《人生风景》《心灵寄语》《方文山的素颜韵脚诗》。。。 这些都是最近与我对话的天书。 “文字绝对有所谓的力量!” 感觉自己与艺术‘有了关系’! 我很喜欢国际大导演李安最近对记者说的那一句: “性爱也是我们生活的一部分,那不是色情,而是艺术!” “那是艺术!” 我找到了完完全全符合我最近心声的一首歌:范玮棋“哲学家” 歌词里的每一个字仿佛为我量身定做。(好像想太多了!) “在这一秒 扮演一个安静的自由国王 左想右想 世界原来那麽不一样” “我想我是一个哲学家 可以参透孤单的假象 不要人问 不要人猜 不要人一直管 不需要说 不需要听 不需要那麽忙”
想象说不定是真实的, 文字的确也是很真实的, 我知道有无数文字将激发我的想象。 期待将还在萌芽的想象与你们分享。。。。。。
真实的罗惠嘉与你们分享。。。。。
8/19/2007 人际沟通,我沟不通!放了一个礼拜的假重回原地。 暂时的我还站得起来,可是。。。。
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