Abnormal Earthling ---> LoFeiJia

太久没来了。

文字是从一个和平的心境所交织成的。

这阵子心跳不太平均，没得心脏病已需谢天谢地了。

上了大学一年级没感觉到有何不同，

只觉得课堂里的冷气总是显示出它过人的强度。

为自己买了件寒衣来抗战。

在公车上看到了穿着学生服的小孩。

莫名其妙的大脑老爱把我带回那些被它名为童年的时光。

那个时候身边的同学每个都可以是医生律师博士，

所谓的梦想简直是毫无重量的。

人越长越大好像都会逐渐说服自己，

慢慢的培养了喜欢月亮不欢迎太阳的习惯，

渐渐习惯了打键盘的触感而忘记了握笔的姿势，

慢慢的年龄从十位数里的单数变成了双数，

百思不解， 好一堆无解的变化。

‘撑’这个字最早出现时应当是人要撑起双脚来步行。

接下来天空开始下雨了，我要懂得为自己撑伞。

将来也许天会塌下来，我要把它撑起来。

傲气我没有，傲骨却从头到脚都是。

星星之火，可以燎原，

我是火首，谁敢当前。

生活很复杂、人很奸诈、喜怒哀乐会混杂，

至少这一刻，心情不必起起落落、反反复复，

想写就写。

 

套句老套的话：

永远不变的就是改变。

这句是一句说烂了的话，但它又是真的。

看看窗外依然吸引我的世界，

许了愿望，一个已经实现了的愿望，

希望它继续实现。

用了点时间发呆，

我知道老天爷不会为此与我计较的，

因为今天我生日。

 

 

Once again I notice that today is the anniversary of my birth certificate expired. Without realizing, time pasts like lightning and it won’t flow back. Maybe there is voices keep on telling me that I’m getting older now. Let me explain. You cannot say that you are getting old unless you find that the candles cost more than the cake ! Of course it’s a joke but make sure you always feel young and stay young forever. There’s one more thing that I’d like to share.   I found that I was God ! Why do I say so??? Well, I was making wishes and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself.........................

 

不知为何最近总感叹时间过得太快。

吱吱咋咋随随便便就快要进大学了。

很怀念过往高中时大家一起追看偶像剧的日子。

当年大家约好要一起等着那部恶作剧之吻的续集，

如今恶作剧2吻都快播完了，看来看去还是没有当年过瘾。

刚刚知道微笑pasta要拍续集了，当年大家一起笑翻的日子会回来吗?

当年我是班上偶像剧的供应商之一，如今却一个人枯燥无味地下载。

过去了的时光永远不会倒流。。。。。。。。。。

可以选择笑的时候我会放声大笑。

毕竟笑看人生让我长到如今这样大了。

曾经希望找到仙丹灵药让我不停地笑下去，可是。。。。。。

原来笑太久肚子会痛。

农历新年过去了。

最近，对于很多事情都提不起劲。

不知道怎么搞得，重感冒了快一星期还没好！

鼻涕塞满了鼻腔，头重身轻的。。。。。。。

下个礼拜要考试了，我对课业一点都没搞懂。

排山倒海的功课拼命追着我来。

好好加油吧！好好干它一局！之后再好好发你的呆！

天天打开报纸似乎都是千篇一律的新闻。

哪个政治人物受排挤？谁谁谁又被逼下车等等等！

唉！希望大选的一切尽快结束，毕竟我关注的是有价值的社会新闻。

还有一件更荒谬的事竟然当了一个月的头版新闻。

那所谓的欲照风暴整整霸占了一个月的时间。

无数人都痛骂照片中的人物作了不好的示范，担心社会风气因此败坏等等。

大家想过吗？

那些照片是陈冠希或那些欲女亲自给你看的吗？

如果你的答案是不是，你有权看吗？你应该看吗？

陈与欲女拍照，有人偷取照片并po上网，大家把照片大力流传，这里是三件不同的事。

陈的行为对与错在于人们怎么看，毕竟他在法律上站得住脚。

其余的人不管是出于好奇心或想揭开艺人的败坏行为，其做法都触犯了法律。

此举让我想到了另外一件与我们息息相关的事。

我听过人们把某某音乐专辑批评得一文不值，经询问后才知道那专辑是下载被听后有了如此评语。

此做法应该吗？

下载音乐已经成为我们必定会做的事。我自己也不例外。

当我们正享有这免费的福利（兼危害他人福利）时，我们还有权力去批评吗？

如果你真金白银去购买了某张专辑后觉得不堪入耳然后把CD折一半或用把火把它给烧了，那你绝对有此权力。

搞懂了吗？

人是人，不是神也！

活在世上就要遵守这世界的规则。

人嘛！少问喜欢不喜欢，多问应该不应该。

 

 

好久没有来这儿吐吐苦水了。
发现这儿的杂草长得蛮高的。
莫名的冲动告诉我是时候拿起锄头好好耕耘这‘篇’土地了！
刚刚从外头回来，把今天的时间交给了电影及书局。
看完了‘幽灵奇谈’（The Last Breath），
觉得还好，没有高潮，只有问号！
恐怖指数对我而言只有四吧！（十为满分）
也许我的脑袋不是如此灵光。我无法感受电影想表达的意境。唉！
书局里我看到了报纸上所推荐的精品。
可惜之前太豪爽了，挥霍量已让钱包挂了！
书架上向我招招手的新朋友。。。。。
已让我看了全相的旧朋友原来和钱包串通了以免我变心啊！
翻了“黄金罗盘”（The Golden Compass），好想拥有这本童书中的童书呀！
希望在看到电影之前好好了解这本小说。。。。。。。。
下礼拜我妈要到吉隆坡了，看看我是否能从我妈钱包中变出个黄金罗盘吧！
最近过得还好。。。。。
每天上课下课的，没有高潮迭起，只有跌入谷底!
我指的不是成绩，（当然我有把自己的本分做好！哈哈哈！）
也许我真的得好好在文字上努力一番。
之前试着让自己钻入各通道，可惜始终找不到出口呀！
这样吧，我先把自己分内事办理好，其他就交给老天吧！
附上一段我从水浒传里学来的字句：

花开不择贫家第，月照山河到处明。
世间只有人心恶，万事还须天养人。
盲聋喑哑家豪富，智慧聪明却受贫。
年月日时该载定，算来由命不由人。

Just come back for the 2nd day but i attend myself to a mini gathering here.
Knowing that one of my best friend will be leaving on 20th Oct, I make up my mind to have a gathering today so that I can meet her.
Although all of us didn't meet for about 4 months, I really can find back the feeling that we joke and do our gossip when we were in our secondary school.
Although i play the role as  the 'driver' as i usually do in every of my friends gathering, i enjoy the feeling that i can carry my friends in my car and the way we chit-chat while i'm driving. For me, the price of the petrol is never comparable with the meaning of friendships. ( thanks for being confidence with my driving skill although i've not drive for 4 months)
I have a lot of experience to send my friends home but this is the 1st time i drive my way to sibuga highway in a dark situation (It's getting dark so early-6.00pm)
Honestly I'm here to tell everyone that i really get lost in the road after sending them back. ( Feeling inferior to get lost in the city that i grow up)
Secondly, again honestly i tell everyone that i really seldom drive in that area since i got my driving license.
Thirdly, again honestly i tell everyone that i really seldom drive at night. (If you are really my friends,you'll know i seldom get out of my house and you'll will hardly have the chance to see me attending party or gathering at night).
Driving my car on the unknown road ( for me only), I just drive as long as where the road carry me to and i ask myself to be calm and steady.
Don't want my family and my friends to worry about me, I didn't call for help but continued to drive. ( It's sound terrible and i don't know how the LoFeiJia at that moment face it).
Luckily i make myself home after that. (the unknown road bring me the way to the Chinese Temple which i familiar with (Pu Ji Shi) and i drive back home by knowing the way back to Indah jaya).
Spending the nearly 3 hour chit-chatting with them really brought a lot of fulfillment and joy for me.
I made joke and laughed so loudly that i didn't experience for about 5 months.
I can say that the conversation within that 3 hours is equal to ( maybe less than) the sounds that i voice out within 3 days in Malacca. (Seriously).
And here's my feeling of meeting my friends today:

VK- knowing you since form 1 and really get that you are a good listener as well as joker.I know that you don't like others to touch your shoulder (don't know why).Meeting you today make me to feel relief. I saw a familiar face as i step into that cafeteria. I can say you know well about me and the way to joke with me which make me feeling well to share my story and opinions with you. Although you didn't make sounds as much as Mill and Sue Kiun, I really get your message to cherish the friendship among the few of us by your attendance today. Thanks for that. Continue to share your feeling and your recent life through your blog. Think carefully about your bright future and i think that you are a good performer no matter in academic or social. All the best for you!

Mildred - a close friend to me since primary school and of course the tacit understanding and agreement between us will equal to the history of our friendship. Knowing my style well and of course we can talk non-stop for hours. Really miss the time when two of us act together to disturb the others.(Especially WFY) Meeting you today make me feeling that you are still the Mill that i know. Still that willing to share and of course the noise maker for all of the topic that we share. Thanks for the sharing and support my joke although i know that some of the joke may need you to wear your sweater. Knowing that you are a person that truly care about your luxury future and i believe that you can make your dreams come true. Go ahead with your desire and don't forget to keep in touch! All the best!

TPW - a close friend for these years and a friend that mature enough to be a listener and helper. Having her own principles for her life and consider a good carrier for friends. A good chit-chatter and a suitable person to make fun. Sorry for disturbing and making you dizzy during the school time you sat in front of me. Still have to apologize although you are a minor victim of my silly act (try to think who is the major victim). Although today you didn't talk a lot, i really get all your ideas for the friendship and relationship of us. Thanks for spending your sms with me oftenly and of course your useful wishes and encouragement do help me a lot. I'm sure you really have a great piece of mind about your future and just go ahead with what you think. All the best and don't forget to be eight with me through message.

Sue Kiun - A close friend since i'm in form 1. Often share her feeling with me. Although she had changed a lot of hair style since i know her, she didn't change her caring for friends these years. A good chatter even not using the mouth. ( I mean no matter chat on the spot or online) Just like what VK say in her blog, she really share a lot of information with us today ( include something out of her criteria). Hahahaha. We are so curious that what brand of satellite are you using and and how you set up your frequency.( Teach me when you are free) Thanks for sharing my feeling all the days and of course thanks again for the time spending with me today. We really will have a great time by gathering and chit-chatting together. I hope we'll have the time to gather again by asking also Fei Yi and Yen Yen. Hopefully the day will come. Keep in touch with me and we may have a lot of time for fun in future. Although you seem not very sure with the way to reach your future,I'm sure you'll get that alright soon. Believe in yourself that you can make it and I'm here willing to chat with you.(Of course including being your counselor for mobile devices) All the best and take care!

Likeat - A girl that love pigs and sometimes bully by me. Hahaha..Sorry for being my minor victim (you are the best friend for my major victim) Hope that you really enjoy laughing with me and cutting down the rate to release water throughout your eyes. Chat a lot today and I'm happy to know that you can drive now. Hopefully one day you can fetch me.( Don't play play with me, I'm daring to sit in your car). Of course you'll have idea about your future and you must believe in yourself. Will be 18 soon and no more underage. Thanks for chatting with me when i'm boring ( and allow me to start our chatting with 'so po' everytime) and willing to spend the afternoon with me. Go ahead with your dreams and keep in touch!

Above are the friends who spent their today afternoon with me.Of course there are a lot of close friends that I didn't mention here. Hopefully I'll have chance to make fun with them and we'll share our recent life issues together. Remember to call me out for a drink and of course I'll try my best to attend myself for the gathering. I really find a lot of joy although it may be an ordinary gathering for you. I really fulfilled by the feeling of being silly with friends......................